Warm Surrounds

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Story type: Angel
Location: Carnarvon, W.A., Australia
Source: Form Submission

I'm not sure whether this is an angel story or a ghost story but to me it seems like she is an angel.........or im just going crazy which isnt possible because my therapist has heard her aswell.....

About 4 months ago the place where I work opened up again so I had to get back into the routine of waking up extremely early and doing hard work and then still try to find time to look after my house and my animals and things like that.....After the second week I began feeling very down and stressed as my life changed a little to much for me to handle and I started to drink alot...........I let this go on for about another week or so turning up to work hung over and going home feeling like crap and then downing a few more rounds.

then this particular friday I was so depressed and I started to hear these voices telling me how low I was......this made me feel really bad and I just wanted to dig a hole and jump in it in the hope i'd die and everyone would leave me alone......but instead I cut mt wrist now im 25 so this isn't the usual teenagers slicing their wrists for attention but as I was slicing into my right wrist something grabbed the knife (a slaughter knife by the way)and then this warm and very comforting voice said to me "what is the point in that" and I told her just why I was doing it and how horrible I felt....(now to this day even though she still talks to me I cant quite figure out who she is......I know her voice so well, but im just not sure who she is)she told me to stop drinking right there and then ....so.....I did..As I could feel she was dissappointed with me......and then the bin lid opened and in fell the knife then i felt these arms wrap around me and give me this big hug like both my dad and my dads best friend do....then I fell asleep in my chair on our front veranda.

The next day I awoke in my bed next to my boyfriend who was in a place just up from here (Coral Bay )for a wedding the night before . Iasked him when he got home and he told me when he got home, I was in bed and the whole house was locked up (now I never ever lock my house as I have to big dogs that patrol the yard all night)....he said that when he hopped into bed my hair was wet and I smelt like id just had a shower....I thought this was so weird but still we both cruised to work and I told my dad and my dads best mate and they both heard the same voice and got a hug just like me ....noone else has heard it except for us........until about 3 weeks ago when my boyfriend and I had just finished our shower and the voice asked who he was to me..... I explained and then she started talking to him and he was very spun out but was still very polite and they had a full on conversation then she left(you can feel everytime she leaves because that really comforting feeling eases a bit).

We have all been talking to her ever since then and I still dont know who she and even my boyfriend has heard her voice somewhere before and her knows who it is but can't quite think of her name. Since then I only have a few drinks at the pub with my dad and everyone and then Ben and I leave and you can feel she is with us....I'll tell you more when it happens