Is It My Imagination? Or Is It Really There?

From: Natisha (american_vamp913@hotmail.com)
Story type: Ghost
Location: Stanmore, England...my current home
Source: Form Submission

I'm not sure how to react to the events happening at my house right now...
First let me state that I am a firm believer in the supernatural and the spiritual... Basically, my house is a small semi-detached house with 2 big bedrooms and one small bedroom which is called the box room. My room is facing the back out to the garden and my mom's room is next to mine, facing the front. My brother's room was the box room but we changed it into the study as he never slept in it because it was too hot. Now he sleeps either in the living room or on the mattress in my mom's room or in my room. But that's not the story...

My bedroom seems to be occupied by more people than me. I've never had anything moved or anything but there is a STRONG presence there sometimes. It's not scary. It's like someone I know and love very much is sitting there just watching me and making sure I'm okay. Yes, it's gotten to the extent where I can talk to him/her. They never responded. I can tell it's just one person. (Maybe my grandfather? He died of a heart attack about 4 or 5 years before I was born but every time I see his photo, I feel a STRONG, undeniable bond with him. *Just a thought*)

Then again, I am a Hindu and I have a temple practically all over my room. I got statues of Shiva and Ganesh and other Gods/Goddesses on my desk and a picture of Krishna hanging over my bed and stuff. And I've also had experiences which relates to me being Hindu. I regard them as my Gaurdians and maybe that's what I've been feeling.

Anyway my mother's room isn't the same. Sometimes I get too scared to even look in there when the lights are off. And it's always cold in there. She keeps a small window open all the time and it's understandable that it's freezing cold in the winter but in the summer it's cool. Which is not feesable at all because the summers here are SO unbelievably hot! And when I sleep in that room on my bro's mattress, I have extremely strange dreams. Like I'm awake but I'm not. And when I'm home alone, I'm constantly seeing little shadows and light at the corner of my eye. Again, I'm not afraid of this. They don't seem to be a threat. My mother's room is just vaguely oppressive but nothing that I can't handle.

But the worst one is right in front of my garage and by my backyard gate. That is just under my room. Whenever I go there in the evening, I get this unbelievable feeling that I'm being watched. It is REALLY scary. Like whatever is there wants to hurt me. My neighbor's garage is connected to ours and it has a window. It feels like whatever is watching me wants to get out of their garage and hurt me. My brother also never goes back there due to the same feeling. Maybe it's just paranoia. But I thought I would just share this with you guys. Let me just ask... Is it real or is it just my imagination? :o) Thanks for listening!1