False Awakenings?

From: Willhemina (wiccantomboy@yahoo.com)
Story type: Out of Body Experience
Location: My room
Source: Form Submission
Date submitted: Tue Oct  9 12:23:02 2007

I must begin by saying that since I was 6 years old I've come to discover that I was quite different from other people. That's when I noticed that I had abilities that were even beyond me.

What I'm about to share with you started in January of 2006 and has repeated frequently since then, almost every night or whenever I was taking a nap.

I remember one of the first occurences in february when I had what I came to call 'false awakening'. I was dreaming a dream within a dream ( I know that it might be very difficult to understand but its also not so easy to explain). In the 'dream' I was strongly convinced that I was awake. There was a woman chasing me in this 'dream' and I could feel her aura like I do while I am awake. Anyway, this woman clearly had bad intentions with me, she wanted to kill me and then I escaped, everytime I escaped I thought I was awake and then she would find me again.

I recall that before truly waking up I was back in my room and I saw my own body on the floor struggling to get to the door, I also felt as if someone was choking me and I couldn't breath or move. I couldn't see the woman anymore but I could sense her and I struggled very hard to get out of my room so I could get help.

When I finally managed to open the door I ran to the living room and found my niece to be home (which was very weird since she was supposed to be at school), as I started to ask her what she was still doing at home I felt that suffocating and paralyzing sensation that emerged from the woman and I knew that it was her infront me and not my niece. She had taken the form of my niece. This time she also had a black cat with her. So I ran back to my room and finally escaped that 'dream'. When I awoke I felt as if I fell back into my body, I was disoriented, had trouble breathing and couldn't move for some minutes.

The following happened to me this month:

I was taking a nap and just before awakening or during my false awakening I felt something crawl next to me and it was holding me in a very strong embrace, once again I was paralyzed and felt my whole body tingling, losing life, falling but yet floating. I could see everything around me, how I lay on my stomach, I could see the pillows under me, my fingers that struggled to move and I could hear my parents ( I was even convinced they came to my door as this was happening and that my mother even came into the room). I tried to kick, to scream but I couldn’t so for the first time I decided to talk to the “creature” that held me captive. I heard the voice coming out of my mouth but I don’t think that’s how I communicated with it (probably telepathically).

For one second when I felt those arms around me I hoped in my slumber that it was Filipe and now that I think of it, right before I went to sleep I saw him entering my room and surprising me when I slept, that upsetted me but also made me a little bit happy… it did frighten me though cause I was wondering how he got in my locked room. Maybe all of this was really happening when that creature was about to harass me, she was probably taunting my subconscious to believe that it was Filipe, to have a little hope that he was back in my life.

Anyway I asked who was holding me down and the answer came out as a whisper, a voice of a girl (perhaps in her teen years still)…yet this girl had strength and character in her voice and a dash of eeriness. She said her name was Elizabeth. I am sure I asked her other few questions but I can’t quite remember them anymore. Just one, when I asked her where she came from I think she said: “I departed two days ago.” The conclusion I can make of this last answer is that she is probably a newly dead.