A Floating Television

From: Jordan long (chub_da_wave@hotmail.com)
Story type: Channelling
Location: The hospital
Source: Form Submission
Date submitted: Sat Feb 24 16:51:54 2007

This was about two to three weeks ago ( My memory is so fuzzy.)

After taking the rest of my bottle of anti depressents (about 22 pills), attempting suicide.. I started to see things that let's say.. weren't normal.

Most people say it was hallucination, cause I had so many chemicals in my brain.

..but.. I wasn't just hallucinating.

I was in a completely different place, and I really wish I could describe this to you in great detail, but it's difficult for me to remember.

I had a feeling of darkness, Like I was nearly being taken to hell rather than heaven.

I remember having my eyes open, with my mom by my side. And I would blink, and the t.v would just be standing still on the ceiling. I paniced, I said,'' Mom..mom. Mom, mom do you see that? look, look at that right there. Do you see that?!! Look!''

I pointed, she looked and said.''Jordan, you're hallucinating, calm down, you're hallucinating.''

Maybe I was, but listen.

I blinked again, the tv was floating in a completely different spot. Then closed my eyes for about 4 seconds. This time, the t.v was at it's normal spot, and the lamp was floating instead.

I shut my eyes again. The lamp was down, the t.v was floating..

This wasn't just a hallucination experience.. I remember being somewhere else. But the scary part is, I was talking with my brother. When I was out of the hospital, he said,'' Yeah, I was talking to wednesday, we were supposed to play ball.''

And, I was replying to him, Like I was alive. BUT I was in a different dimmension, while I was talking to my brother.. I was somewhere else.. but my body seemed to still be talking to him.

I remember being underground, Like I was a demonic slave. And, and the srtruggle to get out was so hard. But.. I did. And when I got out, I was in my normal body.. talking to someone.

And as for the floating thing.. I felt like spirits were teasing me, Like they enjoyed seeing me be so frightend.. Like they were indicating they were right there, watching me by moving things around in the room.

I AM TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHAT THIS EXPERIENCE MEANS.

Am I on my way to hell?