You Are Not Alone - Angels show me beginning of life

From: David R (sirdavid23@hotmail.com)
Story type: Angel
Location: Ecuador
Source: Form Submission
Date submitted: Thu Nov  8 13:30:17 2007

There are certain events we don't understand when they begin in our lives. I've been expecting...waiting many years, and I'm finally seeing the puzzle come together. I linked to this site looking for an answer, so I want to share this with you, as the person I've met has guided me some into believing in angels again...

I was 7 years old when one night at my parent's bed room, I had a quiet sleep, and started to "dream" of these glowing balls flying across the room. One was blue and the other one some sort of pink. I opened my eyes, the room was completely dark and the shining balls were still wiggling over my head. I blinked strongly, but not knowing difference, since the room was pitch black. They stood in front of the bed. They took human form. But no distinguishable shapes in head as nose or eyebrows...little I could see their eyes (concave space) and mouth..

I asked: "what are you" in my mind. They said: "do not fear. We love you. We are always with you". me: "why are you here". blue shape: "I'm your left side, strong". pink shape: "time will come when you're ready to know us". me: are you my family? they: "we are all family." then I, as disbelief started to grow in me...they became to fade. I touched my hands to know I was "seeing" myself. I went back to sleep. didn´t pay attention to it for the next couple of months.

I had a normal life, until I started to have dreams where I used to play with a little girl. I knew we were so fond of each other. Doing kids stuff, playing, enjoying, most of all that we loved innocently and purely. On one of those dreams I remember the dearest, I found this girl on a green hill, surrounded by other hills, there was an old crooked oak tree....

I came up to her, she looked surprised, as she hid a boxed shape item behind her (she didn´t want me to see it) and I insisted so much to see it. She, in order to distract my attention, gave me a ring with a red stone in it. I was dazzled! I jumped in joy. so happy. then she turned, and buried the box and I saw her from distance since I was jumping we would have this ring as sign of our friendship.

I remember helping her then, to carve our names in the oak tree. She was clumsy with the scissors (kids can only have these things not a swiss knife to carve)...and I helped her. I remember clearly she broke the piece of wood that spelled the letter "D" of my name. it looked like an "o". We laughed.

She asked me to join her and swim in a pond there was by. I got happy and left myself only with the shorts I was wearing...she didn´t enter the water. I splashed in...and while swimming, the ring slid out..and fell to the bottom of the pond. I remember me diving to get it. water was dark. I wanted to drown looking for it. I felt she came to water, pulled me out. her parents came (her gramps and dad) and many other people. Surrounded the pond. But I never saw her back. everyone had grief. I felt she died. I never saw the body. the wind then blew. I heard her voice saying in the wind: "this is the first stage of reincarnation, I´ll see you again"... In the dream I spoke Gaelic English (i don`t know it in wake life..and I was also spanish native speaker)...all though I remember the sounds of some words...

The dreams with her stopped. I felt so sad. She was my best found friend, and in dreams we had a current life (continuous, as I´d put it) until that day.

I grew up in wake life. One day while I was in Europe, at age 22, I was asking myself a lot of questions. I said: spirit please give me answers..."I need to know where my life is going". Then a voice (male, as if it was myself) talked to me and said: I can tell you what's been granted me to answer to you. me: "what's our goal on earth.?? rather...where do we come from?" immediately I was seeing a vision where there were a lot of bursting lights over a "fountain" of some sort, where all spirits were created. me: I know we all come from heaven, I want to see "me" there. voice: you can only see yourself from the moment for what you have been created in this world. me: then let me see why we were all created. In that same instant, I was watching myself inside a huge light cone (it felt cone shaped) and it had a little black hole on the top, where many million of spirits were rising to reach.

I started to fear, since I knew nothing of this...as I was myself floating towards it! then as I started to doubt, I fell slowly "down" (there wasn´t a gravity or non gravity feeling, placing was not to be perceivable!!)..then I felt how 2 spirit caught me...one to my left and other to my right...I looked at them, and I noticed we all must have been 7 feet tall from our "spirit" structures....(I referenced the lenght of their "arms" to hold mine. It felt very very tall complexity structures.

...so I feared since I knew I was being heavy to them, and I said : "I don´t know this, where are we going"? then (and this is how I have always recognized the voice of angels or God himself)...there were almost a million voices sounding in my heart directly that said "don't fear. We all love you. You're with us" //it feels like a touchdown in a stadium, your scream joins with others as one feeling// and I heard immediately, as we had reached the upper cone hole, "we must work together" and at that moment I stared at the entire universe!!! I saw the millions of souls forming planets, "inventing" sounds, traveling at warp speed as soon as they got out of the cone of light like me. I too was "sucked in" to eager the "work" we had to do in the entire universe!

Then I flashed back to earth, where I almost got hit by a car, the sound of the honk woke me up. I continue walking safely by the sidewalk (a long way to work walking that day), and I asked the spirit in me: I saw (this is akward but i don't know how to relate something I saw to hearing).. I "saw" angels constructing sounds to create things...why is this? Spirit: "all forms in the universe respond to vibrations, and all have -a code- that plays their inner notes (as he never -ever- specifically declared these were MUSICAL notes...he just said "notes") so I depicted them as musical notes. I asked: "can I know mine?" spirit: "yes". Then (as I earlier said: I saw, not hear)..he showed me strange symbols. I had them on my mind so vividly. Spirit: "you may want to write that down". Me: "what do they mean?" Spirit: "you are not to ask this, for it is your essence itself, but you'll recognize it in life, when music plays, on pictures you see, and when you hear a song you like, these notes are there..." (again, not stating these were musical notes)...many things contain them, those are the things each animal or being in this planet that like to be attached to.

I related it could be refering to anything we just "like" but don't know why...or "taming beasts with music". I wrote the paper with the symbols on it. I want to say I call "spirit" instead of angel, because as christian I feel we have conversations with God trough our spirit.

Time went on. I never told this story to anyone. I ommited a whole lot of details in my story cutting right through the facts, but here's the shocking conclusion, please I hope you really believe in angels, for I don't have any other place to talk about this story, and not many people will believe this. I, myself being sceptical can't accept it yet.....

..read on...

Before that trip to europe, I departed from NY. 3 days before my trip I had a dream where "I was calling myself on the phone". The call identified himself as me. I asked things I had only known in childhood. He answered them all. I figured: fine...my subcouncious talking...of course he'd know all about me! The voice on the phone: I know this is difficult, you have to trust me.// me: all right, pick up the paper and tell me the winning lotto numbers since you're claiming you're from the future, you know what winning lotto came today:// he gave me the numbers 63**4. // I wrote them down. next I said: if you're me, you love your family, which will be my wife and daughter and son. let me speak to either. voice on phone: I called you because of that..you will have to choose the real love of your life. and depending on that you'll speak to your daughter. I argued, because he already replied he HAD a family, so I (in other words HIM) had already decided...

Voice on phone: yes, you're right, your daughter is here. I heard her...talked with her. asked many many things (which I know they will happen) she said many things back to me (since I am her own dad, only younger)....

I talked to "myself" on the phone. He said to be carefull for the destiny they will both live wil be decided in short. and those decisions cannot be undone. I said: I don't think so pal, since you'll become whatever I would like to. ---incredibly still in disbelief-- still.

I woke up and had a lot of encountered feelings, but wrote the paper with the numbers on it. then I did my trip to europe.

After many years of those events, back in america, I came to a chat room. I had spoken to a gazillion people but none ever about this. Then a night, a girl came to me. She started to say strange different things regarding life. I felt an instant urge to never let her go (a chat room, where you DONT see people's face). We started to talk. we go to know each one until the point, I felt my heart would burst out if I didn't tell her all you're reading today (all and all)...

I thought maybe she'll believe I'm crazy and call this chat off. To my surprise she started to say she also felt this unexplainable anxiety to never let go of me. We talked. I told her about the lotto numbers, she said those were the numbers on her street one week before she moved on to this new place. we spooked!

then things started to get weirder and weirder (i'll ommit them here since I know for most of you this is already hard to believe)...she then (after many weeks we continued our conversations) confessed she had a secret "imaginary friend" whose name was "David". Everytime she crossed a "David" she would ask questions about "us" playing and all...none did answer..but she somehow felt I was the one...

once we found this (and this is the reason of this post) she told me there exist twin angels in heavens. They are to be found on earth through other people. They call themselves "wings". and she said she'd be looking for her LEFT wing (the colour of the blue ball as I when kid)... I thought it was a cute form of explaining the coincidences.

....Or at least that's what I thought. That night when she told me about it, my heart BURNED, and she felt the same...and me, being cold headed and sceptical, asked directly: "WHAT DID YOU HIDE IN THE BOX"???.....

she stood quietly for a minute or two. and she said: Nothing..I can't tell you that. Me: You had a "dark" boxed shaped object and I couldn't recognize if it was a book or a box. she: it was a dark blue wooden box. me: then you gave me a ring. (a cold silence stood for 1 minute)....

she: David, what are you talking about. me: (tired of this fake off) yeah, that ring you gave me near the pond!. // she: David are you sure I gave it to you? // me: yes, it even has a stone on it....// she: what color is it?...// me: well you gave it to me! you know this!! you know about the box , then you know about the ring!...(cold silence again). // she: (patiently and lovingly) it is a red stone. she: what colouris the ring and what's it it made of?.....

me: it looks like white gold, but to touch is cold, so it must be silver. I am convinced definetly is silver. (awful shocking silence between both)...// she said: David...that ring....I HAVE IT AND I FOUND IT ON THE BOTTOM OF THE POND....

That was the moment It tore my current life since I am always cold headed to organize, manipulate and control everything in my life...and I had just realized God's destiny for each one of us has little to do with our own plans sometimes....(that's why we pray to HIS will)

We continued our talks....we found out we've had the same dreams, she accuratedly described them (even if I told her otherwise affirming it was truth, she'd revoqued them and said: no, that wasn't how it happened....and in real life, as she saw it, that's the way our lifes went). So I tested proof her tangling her in lies, but she knew in her heart what she'd seen on those "imaginary game plays with David".

It shocked me...then I affirmed her I wanted to test her, to see if she was joking or playing along. But she indeed is the little girl I used to play in my dreams, the one that so founded loved me then....

To all of you , you realize that I currently have a life and a girlfriend, a job and living in another location far from her in this world...it will be a hard decision for me as for what is correct to do....but there is no doubt the message from those "shining angel balls" in my childhood, "the little girl on my dreams" and this special girl now telling me I'm her "left wing" all lead to special events that have to do with destiny....a blessed one by this story as you've read.

I have had a real conversation with God, he's loving. he forgives, but also expects us to behave like their sons and daughters...and that is by HIS words in the bible. I know somehow he blessed us in having this in our lives. This has also been experimented by this girl. So we know this is not just our imagination, or simple coincidences. Believe me I have left all the strange and unconcibable things outside this post as I feel this story is hard enough to believe..but I want to thank you for reading it...for neither I wanted to believe it until it happened to me.

I wanted to share this happy story since I read angels are always there in times of need. Mine is a longer story. But I prayed to know my angel...and it came in the form of this girl...even I neglected her existance on real world, and that I gave up my faith on it (since one time at teenage I tought about suicide and I really prayed my heart out that I'd know her...not knowing it would happen in real life, ever!)..but God answered....and OH! how HE has!

God keeps us blessed everyday.... God bless you... Thank you for reading.