Anyone Else Ever Had a Similar Experience?

From: SS MANGLER (SSMANGLER@aol.com)
Story type: Near Death Experience
Location: Boston MA Area
Source: Form Submission
Date submitted: Wed May 21 20:38:55 2008

Near Death Expirience , Ketamine May 17, 2008 ………….SS MANGLER

Around 1.5 grams insnuffalated, I felt myself going to that familiar place which I have been before on previous experiments.

Your mind starts spinning so out of control in both directions like your in a giant wind tunnel. It is this process I believe to be what it feels like to actually die. Like shutting off an old black and white televison set watching that little light get smaller towards the center until it disappears.

It is this spinning sensation that actually is the event that takes your mind out of your body. You awake in a different dimension. You are aware that you passed on , but in a strange way your not upset about it.

Instead you feel like your brain evolved into a new species. Your are a humanoid cell like essence in some weird Matrix world. I can only describe it like you become a computer like avatar. You constantly hear sounds of every note in the scale in very rapid succession, almost like a an old “Super Simon” game malfunctioning.

Your brain and mind actually becomes you. You see yourself as some kind of an evolved alien like being. At first you are very confused in this new world. You don’t know what to do or why you are there. Everything appears to be made of light and fiber optics. There are fabulous large cities with millions of other like you . I felt at one point like I was on a balcony in a giant kingdom very euphoric.

There are others with you , you can interact with them I believe through telepathy. Which is a power that just come instinctively for you at birth into this new evolution. You are extremely confused , there is mass confusion in this Matrix dimension world. There is no need for food, water , sex or even emotions of any kind. I feel like the creatures in this world which (I am now one of ) survive by some kind of means of cloning.

I had a take charge attitude on arrival ( having felt like I have been here before) with others with me. This put me on a higher social class , almost like I was smarter in this new world, than some of the others and other new borns followed me. You feel like you want to explore and make the best of your new situation without a thought of the past , there is so much visual stimulation and that constant gleeeeko sound like you’re in a malfunctioned video game.

The longer I was there; the more feeling of , ok I am here now, I am some sort of an advanced being now , you are very curious about your new self , what you can do , and the feeling of exploration takes over you almost like a natural instinct ( its almost like it is what you are suppose to do.) You can not even fight it. You don’t even think about your previous existence you move on and it feels like you are evolved into a higher more intelligent life form, which I believe is just one of many life forms you evolve into in the universe. You feel like you discovered the secret of the universe.

It was then all of a sudden , several of the elder creatures like myself , told me I didn’t belong here yet , and I felt that crazy spinning sensation in my brain and head , and I was thwarted back to my previous existence and body. It felt like I was traveling at twice the speed of light . I awoke totally upside down, I did not know where I was, total disorientation, no verbal , or motor skills whatsoever. It wasn’t till my brian started to stop that death spin , where everything started to come back. At first I didn’t remember anything. It is now Wed evening May 20, where only through deep meditation and brief remberences of past trips , where I am now able to verbalize and transpose my thoughts into words.

To me this wasn’t just some recreational drug trip. It was very surreal , and I am convinced we as human beings evolved into a higher more intelligent life form at death; and the one that I have previewed is just one of many that is probably infinite meaning your never really die , you keep evolving into something else in the universe. I also believe that the life form that I am in now is one of a primitive stage and higher power exists. I believe that these experiences have heighten some sort of psychic powers in me that probably all humans have but just don’t know how to use. I will continue to explore and develop this theory.