Never Hesitate

From: proggez (proggez@yahoo.com)
Story type: Channeling
Location: Home
Source: Form Submission
Date submitted: Wed Jun  4 21:50:13 2008

(Never Hesitate-proggez)

Tuesday of last week i was walking to my bedroom in a thought crossed my mind it said (you need to call tommy) i ignored it.

Wednesday of last week i was walking to my bedroom in a voice spoke to my mind in said (tommy's going to die you need to go to him) i ignored it.

Thursday of last week i was walking to my bedroom in an image of tommy in a casket entered my mind (several times that day it happened) i ignored it.

Friday of last week tommy's sister called me in told me tommy died...

I'm a freak of a precog, i see a thing and dont even act on it... what was i thinking...

1 phone call could of maybe got him to a doctor in just maybe of changed the course of events that led up to his heart failure...

i feel horrible... i've got to live with that... why did i hesitate, what was i waiting on...

Monday of this week june 2, 2008 i went to tommy's funeral. There was so many people there tearfully mourning his passing, it broke my heart.

I'll never hesitate again.

I can come up with a hundred reasons why i hesitated but if i were to judge myself i'd be found guilty of knowing a thing in not acting on it.

(yes i'm the 1 who wrote the dark ones)
(know you see the cursed side of it)