Jailed in the Past

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Story type: Past Life Experience
Location: Britain
Source: Form Submission
Date submitted: Wed Dec 17 22:17:39 2008

I have always been told that I am an old soul although I am only 21 years old. My mother said that when I was a baby, an old man looked at me in my pushchair and told her that he knew I was a very old soul. Countless people have looked into my eyes and told me this since.

I have always had a fear of damp, dark, cramped places. My fear of being stuck somewhere or even under a blanket gives me the worst fright. I have claustrophobia taken to its limits. In particular my fear of dark public toilets has always been evident.

I've had dreams of being somewhere cold and dark with rats, and I am a young man, in his twenties. It all seems very grey and almost medeival. I keep telling people that I am innocent but they don't listen. I haven't done anything wrong. What is strange is that I suffer from lumps in my throat and throat infections quite often. I also have had an unexplainable 'lump' feeling in my throat for quite some time that even doctors can't explain. It is as though I have tried to say something and no one will listen, and I have given up. I suffered for speaking out is what just came into my head.

Mum is extremely sensitive to these sorts of things, and one day in my living room she held my hand and told me that she picked up that I was imprisoned in a past life, and it was cold and there were rats. She felt cold, and she sensed that I had said something that the authorities didn't like, but I was innocent. We both had goosebumps and I felt very upset.

I also have dreams of a large stone wall, where a lady is throwing stones or having stones thrown at her and there is a body. I'm not scared of these experiences, but I do feel upset for being punished.

Thank you for listening, Charlotte