Seeing Adam

From: Denise Jones (nananiecie@yahoo.com)
Story type: Out of Body Experience
Location: Back Porch
Source: Form Submission
Date submitted: Thu Jun 18 13:31:15 2009

My son Adam passed away in 2001 from a herion overdose. I sat on my back porch just thinking of him and visualizing him from head to toe and pretending to get a hug from him for he had not been gone but a few weeks. I closed my eyes and visualized him and felt he was sitting there with me and I felt his hug. It felt so good and real. It helped me get through that day. A few days later I went back to the porch and sat down to experience this again. As soon as I closed my eyes I saw light red and in that very moment, I heard a whooshing sound and I seemed elevated above thousands of people(it felt like I was there but only through my eyes) My thought were racing, I was afraid and confused but above all those feelings, I was in awe) I then got the feeling that I was at a beach somewhere even tho I never saw an ocean, I felt that was the setting I was seeing. The sky was a blue I cannot describe as the blue here on earth. It was amazing.

Then I felt like I zoomed to a spot where a young man was walking on a path. I started from his feet and followed up and all the while I was beginning to recognize this person. As I got to his back and back of head (his back was to me) I realized it was my son. I said out loud, " It's Adam". As I said that, he turned around and with a look of puzzlement as if he heard me but did not know quite what was said or who had said it. At that moment I was right back on the porch and opened my eyes.

I knew this was real. I knew I had left my body and went there. I knew I was in this place and that what I had seen was real. I felt the Lord had mercy and love for my pain and my fear that I could not help my son as he was no longer here on earth and I begged God during the first days of my son's death, that I could know in my heart that the Lord had Adam and that he was safe.I knew then that God showed me He had my son and I thank God for giving me,a simple,sinful,blemished person, that peace that moment of proof,and the healing of my broken heart. I feel I am a witness to life-after death, out of body experience and that God loves us so much that sometimes He takes those of us that are heartbroken and are nothing but a soul hurting and personally gives us a glimpse of his love and promise that we will be with Him and our loved ones again. I saw Adam, I will be with him again.