I Want that Wonderful Feeling of Being Pulled from My Inner Core

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Story type: Out of Body Experience
Location: my chilhood home..middle room of the house  with no outside windows
Source: Form Submission
Date submitted: Sat Sep  4 07:42:35 2010

As a young child before being a teenager I have vivid memories of taking naps in my room in the middle of our home that once had a window to the outside but afer an addition to our home my room had no outside light. On that note, my room was always dark. My mom and dad hired a "maid" who kept the house up, cooked dinner and watched me before I started school and during the summers of my schooling. During these summers I always took naps in the afternoon. I remember my naps as being adventures. I can still feel some of the "high" of being floating in my room. I remember early on that I could float above my bed at ease, however, the older I got I had to "jump" in my sleep to get up there. I was always just under my ceiling in my bedroom because I knew I wasn't allowed to go higher. I felt that if I did I would never come back down. And I would float away and never be with my mom and dad again.

That feeling of being pulled up from my insides is a feeling I have never felt in that same way in my adult years. Its like the feeling you get when a love one dies but in the reverse. Not that empty, pulling down feeling you feel because you no longer have them but a pull from inside me, from my heart and lungs. Something along the lines of a light that reaches inside me and holds my lungs and heart together and pulls so gently that it felt so good to go with it. Not a light but maybe an air of some sort. Just something that cradled my inside so it made the lift easy and comforting. I forgot these feelings most of my life. As the years have gone by these feelings come back occationally. Mostly at odd times like when I meet someone who not only I think has a gift but also when I KNOW someones has a gift. But sometimes just out of the blue I get a twinge that reminds me of that beautiful, wonderful free feeling.