Last Suicide Attempt

From: Nancy Lee Wilson (leeloulollipop@aol.com)
Story type: Near Death Experience
Location: In my bath tub
Source: Form Submission
Date submitted: Fri Jun  4 13:48:37 2010

Hello, my name is Nancy Lee. I am very clairvoyant, and according t my spirit guide I have only a few, maybe 2 Life Times left on this Earth School. You see I am Bi-Polar with Schtizaphranic Tendencies. They say that the mentall ill are quite smart people, despite their illness. Well I have had many suicide attempts back from my child hood days. Anything for carbon monoxide poisening, to over dosing, and slitting my wrists on a few occasions. But 4 years ago, I was totally saved. I think some of my attempts were a cry for help, but this last one I menat business. i slit my jugular vien in my neck with a very sharp carpenters blade. If my boy friend didn't come home when he did I wouldn't be writing this right now. The second i jabbed the knife into the vien, blood squirted out every where. I was really scared this time, as I began to pass out in my tub, by the time my boy friend walked in surprisingly because he forgot the out going mail and bills, and found me in the bloody bathroom.

The next thing I knew was I was out in th ehall way surrounded by a lot of police men, and I was actually watching the 4 paramedics working on me with a defibulator and CPR. I saw my boyfriend crying from the hall way too. Well the so called "Light" didn't come down for up above like a lot report, but straight through vertically my WHOLE house, I felt at peace FINALLY and I saw in a distance down the other end of the hall way a silouette of a beautiful man, and talking to me in this vast Light with undescribably Light with rainbows of colors that were un-earthly. he spoke only a few seconds tellapathically "Nancy you have a destiny hereon Earth School, a purpose, it's not your time my sweet child." then BAM I was snapped out of my spiritual/Astral body into my psychical body. I hurt all over. and was air lifted from my front yard to Cooper hospital, (one of the best hospitals,) and I was in NJ.

Ever since then, 4 years ago I not only turned my Life Over To Jesus Christ, and I believe recieved the gift and art of Astral Projection/Travel, and I can do it through meditation as well as having them at least 4-5 times in my early morning deep REM sleep. I have seen and wrote about the most facinating Planes that i always see, if I do not remain Earth bound. If anyone is interested in any of my short stories or would like to share yous with me, please e-mail me at LEELOULOLLIPOP@AOL>COM. Thanks for listening. Nancy Lee