Legion?

From: Tim (timothysleven@gmail.com)
Story type: Channeling
Location: Backyard at night
Source: Form Submission
Date submitted: Fri Aug 13 18:52:55 2010

I am in need of many things. The most I need right now is advice. I'll do my best to make it simple.

A couple days ago, I decided "hey, I'm going to make an ouija board and try and bring a new perspective on this supernatural stuff". So I made one out of cardboard. Numbers, letters, yes and no, feelings, good/bad, were the things I had written on my board for the spirits to answer by. Among that I had small simple wavy designs drawn along the edge of the board. I think that turned out to be my problem.

I waited until 12 at night and then I began. I got nothing for practically 30 minutes when all of a sudden I got a sudden jerk of the pointer and it started following the wavy pattern on it's own! Needless to say I got freaking excited and nearly fell over. I asked simple questions. Me-"are you good?" it-"good and bad". Me-"what do you mean good and bad?" it then pointed to each feeling I had written down. Me-"so you are everything?" it-"everything and nothing" that answer confused me. So i did something I wished now I didn't. I asked it to clarify what it meant and then I got scared. The pointer moved so fast I could barely keep up. It-"we are one but many, all but nothing, joyful yet hateful, kind but rude, death but life." by now I'm crying because I have no idea how to handle this situation. I did research and not once was this kind of answerever mentioned at all. When I tried to say goodbye it told me one last thing very slowly. It-"WE ARE LEGION". I must have passed out after that.

It's been 2 days now. I hear maniacal laughter quite often I look into the mirror and I see faint shadows of hands around my arms and I have extremely pervasive thoughts that are not my own. I know I need help. I did research on legion and I did not find my results comforting, to say the least. Will someone just give a speck of damned good advice please, before I actually start listening to these voices. Please.