My Haunting Past

From: tosha hughes (hughestosha09@gtmail.com)
Story type: Past Life Experience
Location: home
Source: Form Submission
Date submitted: Fri Jan  8 13:24:52 2010

since a little girl i always felt as i have been here forever. i would have visions of this woman dressed in white. long blonde hair blue eyes. she was beautiful. i always would see her at the time of midnight. she never once left my sight.

it was when i was five years old i think i had an out of body experience from her. i was very upset that night. i was over at my cousins house. she had a three story house. my cousin came in to check on me before i went to sleep. she sat down beside the bed to talk to me. my immediate family and i wasnt getting along at the time so i was spending the year with my cousins. my cousins name was vicki. she was the best cousin in the world. she and i would always talk about what was on my mind before i went to sleep at night.

finally after a night of comforting from her voice i began to drift off to sleep. my dreams began to occur. i could see this woman walking down the stairs. i would slowly open my eyes and i could see her baby blue eyes. i felt more comforting than ever. she was always there when i needed her.

she spoke to me the one night before she left me. she told me her words was tosha i have known you all of my life. i have been protecting you from all the anger thats comed forward to you in this life. her words was that i have been here for centurys but to me its very comfusing.

since she has left my dreams has been even more tense than ever before. now my dreams has changed from her to a man. i can hear his thoughts and feel his pain when hes down. my nights began to grow longer and more intense than ever before. i love this man who ever he is. i hope i eventually will see him one day.

my life as today is lost without him. i couldnt see myself with no other man in this world today.

mysterys i have them all. they are true. i always had people talking to me and asking for advice from me. even my mother who is dead.my mother is always at my side . i see her and all of the rest of my family members. i strongly believe i was here to help the ones who could not cross over. i will continue giving them advice till the day i cant. spirits are here with us. and the reason they are is because they are lost in the world today and need help from us.