My NDE and OOB Experience

From: Nancy Lee Wilson (LEELOULOLLIPOP@AOL.COM)
Story type: Near Death Experience
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Date submitted: Sun Sep 12 22:31:39 2010

Hello. My Name is Nancy Lee.I am 45 yrs. old. I have been Clairvoyant & mentally ill since I was 5 yrs. old! I was diagnosed with clinical depression when I had my first suicide attempt back when I was approximately 6-7 years old, as I took 2 bottles of OTC, (over the counter,) Tylenol Sleep Aid. And found out quickly THAT technique, OTC prescriptions don't really do the job correctly.

I saw Spirits/Ghosts in my bedroom, like I said from when I was Clairvoyant at that young age & just knew I had a sort of 6th sense, but didn't know what in the heck Clairvoyant meant until I was 18 yrs. old, when I got my very first psychic reading. I also saw all kinds of mostly lovely & beautiful colors around certain individuals heads & shoulders & had no idea what they were until this great reading I had, that she informed me that I was only reading Auras. That is what those colors were, and as I grew older I did more research on the matter, and can now read most individuals Auras when and ONLY when my Mind, Body & Soul are in line with God.

She wasn't a famous and popular than Sylvia Brown, but just as talented, as I do agree that Sylvia Brown is, indeed, a talented psychic, but in a phony way, as I believe that she is in it for the money, and not in REAL touch with her clients on a more personal. This woman that I had WAS! It took a 7 month wait just to make the appointment for the reading & it was down in FL. in Cassadaga. One of the most popular parides psychics dwell in. This woman psychic was very talented, in my personal opinion. her reading was most accurate and her advice and predictions were all true! She also confirmed, as well as many other readings I have had over the years from this certain date, that I am, indeed, very Clairvoyant!

OK, I had 3-4 more suicide attempts through out my 20's. I went to college for Vet Medicine and have my assoc. degree in Animal Health Science. So, at 25 yrs of age, after I graduated college, I moved down to Daytona Bch. FL and held an Head RVT job in the OR of this small 1 doctor Animal Clinic administrating and monitoring anesthesia. I loved what I did, and was good at it. I am going to skip over my 30's as there were several other Huge Animal Hospitals that I worked for, improving my skills. I am moving on because I had 2 very horrific experiences down there & again attempted suicide. I survived, was admitted into one of many psych. wards/Mental Health Hospitals. One thing I do remember from that very first reading, as my child hood, I appeared very normal, happy, talented in my dance classes, very, very financially lucky, good parents, and one great sibling, a younger brother>>>inside I was screaming! She had told me at the end of the reading, that a lot of her clients, that are young and have a tortured mind/mental illness are quite usual to be either able achieve psychic powers or Clairvoyant abilities through out their lives.

I was 31 yrs old when I moved back to NJ, after my horrid experiences and years of intense psycho-therapy, as well as group therapy for the victimized! I met this pretty nice mellow guy who really wasn't my type, and to be honest with you, the first guy I had been with in 2 yrs. since my bad experience. I was brought up in a Christian family & my Mom took my brother and I to Sunday school. Many years went by with my Mental Health under control finally, as I had & still do have a great Psych. Doctor for the last 10 yrs. I had not tried to take my life in over 4-5 yrs. But one day, a really bed mental storm came a knocking on my door, as I owned many animals all through out my life, I can't have kids of my own, having severe endometreosis. So, always through out my life, all of my many, many animals ARE my kids!

I lost one of my favorite and "Old Soul," Kitty's! I lost my job, due to my steady downward spiral with my Mental Illness acted up once again & had to call out sick many times, and my lateness didn't help. Lost a long time job of 7 yrs. I could no longer concentrate in the Medical Vet Field. you MUST have your head on STRAIGHT to work in this field, as us Vet Techs do as much as an RN or LPN in human medicine! So, here I was having the WORST pity party about my career/job going down the drain, and if I would ever be able to hold a full-scale RVT position again. not to mention the animals I just lost. So, at the age of 40 yrs. or so I had my 19th Nervous Breakdown, literally! I swore off ever trying to hurt myself, but the "fear" & the "rage" just kept coming and coming. So, I set out to do the jog RIGHT this time! I slit both wrists vertically, and my jugular vein in my neck very deep. I laid in the bathroom, and didn't expect my boyfriend, (the same guy I met after FL, was still with him, God Bless His Soul,) He found me unconscious in the bathroom tub, blood every where, it was a mess! The paramedics arrived and worked on me for 15-20 minutes, according to my boyfriend, and he witnesses me flat line, as they were using defibrillator several times, and was pronounced clinically dead for 1 1/2 minutes.

All I felt at first, when I came out of consciousness was bad pain in my wrists & neck, of course! Then the next thing I knew I was still dressed the same, but all the blood was gone off my cloths. I was suddenly in my hall way and didn't know how in the heck I got there! There were a lot of police men & paramedics in the hall way where I was standing, and One Chaplain, (that comes in to be a very important part of my story later,)

So, the bathroom door slowly opened, as I tried to push it further, my hand went right through it just like a ghost. I was horrified at what I was seeing in my bathroom; ME and 5 paramedics working on me really hard. Blood covered the floor all over the bathroom. The the Light came, and it only lasted for micro-seconds, it seemed, but a definite Light. It didn't come from straight above, like most NDE's report, it came horizontally through my down stairs living room window, but totally lit up the WHOLE house. I remember spinning, and saying to myself, "I did it, I did it, I finally did it!" The Light was now not only through my whole home, but trillions of very vivid beautiful Un-Earthly colors! My body felt so very light, and my mind at total peace. I never felt that good, ever! I could even see my own Golden color of an Aura beaming off my head. And in the midst of all the beautiful, colorful Light was a very fuzzy figure of a man, but I never did get to see Him up close, as I figured him to be Jesus, my Messiah. Then, telepathically, I heard the most beautiful, kind, peaceful voice I ever heard, it WAS The Devine for sure! Repeating, "My Dear Child, Nancy, It Is Not Your Time Yet My Dear. You Have Much Un-Finished Work Here On Earth School!" And thats the first time I heard the term "Earth-School," as I use it a lot now, and so do many psychic books on the Paranormal. I totally and respected this most Devine voice and told myself telepathically that I would never hurt myself ever agin. And never have in 5 yrs. nor did I ever have to be admitted in-patient in over 5 yrs. now! Then, as just as fast the Light and beautiful colors came, in an instant the next thing I knew I felt my whole Soul being thrust back into my psychical body. Of course, I was in agonizing pain, and the paramedics asking me all kinds of questions; "Whats your name? Can you tell me where you are Nancy? Who lives with you? What date is it?" And so on & so on!

The most important part of this story is right here. The man I knew to be a Clergy man while I was in Spirit form, but this darling, sweet man asked me, after they got me out of the tub, and on to a stretcher, with a neck brace on and me feeling very, very confused and fuzzy what exactly, Nancy did you do this to your self for? And I just thought him to be yet, another one of the 20-some Police men that were there. I just asked first of all who he was, he gave his name Brother so and so,and then I finally understood. I simply told him with tears in my eyes, "I did it, because don't fit in anywhere, to be honest with you!" He just said back to me, that Jesus has a place for you, always remember that!" I told him fine! And we said farewell as I was off to ER by air-vac for emergency vascular surgery and a complete blood transfusion. After that, of course I was admitted, once again, into yet another Psych Ward, but a really, really "ritzy" one this time, as my rich family finally stepped in and I was in this nice facility for 6 months!

While I was in still in recover at the ER in our home town, I had another OOB in my sleep, and little did I know, the beginning of my Gift of Astral Projection.The 3-4 OOB experiences while in the ER still, I only thought I was dying again! I shook my head, because every single time I was hovering over my Psychical Body laying there sleeping, and got scared and shook my head to wake myself up. So, now that I know these experiences were in my dreams, they couldn't hurt me, as I could always wake myself up. Until one day, I didn't wake myself up.

I was now in the nice Facility Psych Ward I was telling you about, and it happened again the 2nd week I was there. Only this time, I heard the 2nd most beautiful woman's voice saying, "Now Nancy, my dear child, don't be frightened, don't shake your head and wake up, I am your Spirit Guide and we have known each other for centuries." So, I took her advice, and tried very hardly not to look at my sleeping psychical body while i was, well I didn't know what I was hovering over my own body, so I asked her. She said, "Nancy, child, oh dear child, you are in Spirit form, it's called your Astral Body!" And that I have head of from some of my many psychic readings. I heard from the readings and many psychic books like Edgar Cayce on Reincarnation, and Spirit Guides. I was thrilled, at ease, (as I was no longer frightened to see my psychical body anymore,) Very Peaceful with My Spirit Guide. She only communicated with me for the first 2 yrs. telepathically, as I never saw her Spirit Body, until 3 yrs. ago, now, she finally "revealed" herself to me. Like anything in The Higher Planes/Realms she was totally perfect, flawless, most Un-Earthly beautiful, and so very peaceful. She was of Indian descendant and had dark silky skin, her hair is down to her knees almost, and how they all dress, well thats a story for another time, as they do everything though thought, they dress themselves through thought like wise.

Like I said above, only and only when my Mind, Body & Soul are in line with God do I receive Projections, as I have been getting them regularly for the past 5 years. And I have not once even thought of taking my own Life ever again. Ironically, the same Chaplain that was in my Home, when I almost died knocked on our door approximately 1 week after I was discharged from the Mental Health Facility inviting us to his Baptist Church! And I DO remember making that promise to God, when I lay there clinically dead and thought I was going off to The Higher Planes? Realms, that it was He that saved me, because I do have very "flighty" theories on where suicides go. Only this time i had a strong feeling that it was not " My Higher Beautiful Plane/Realm" that I travel to at least 3-4 times a week, and ONLY when in tune with God! So, ironically, after I joined this lovely little Church, the very nice Pastor of a man came knocking on our door a Saturday before Church Service on Sunday. He wanted to know if we were, indeed, "saved" and would like for us to join him in a prayer to be re-born. So on that very day I turned my life over to Jesus Christ as I knew Him. Ironically that is the week I became Earth Bond, because since then, I was only able to achieve Projection in my home. So, a whole lot of things started to change for me, for the good! And this Astral Projection thing of flying over the Ocean in Atlantic City Casino's, where we live. There are many rules about where you can and can not Travel to Earth bond, that is off this subject at hand.

Even though I call my self a Re-Born Christian Woman, I am kind of on both sides of the fence, as I believe too, in Spirituality & Reincarnation. And I definitely believe that we all have at least 1 Spirit Guide. I believe and have seen with my own 2 eyes, in all the Levels Of Planes/Realms, especially in The Higher Planes/Realms that i usually Travel to while Projecting and only in Her company. I can Project Earth Bond by myself, with out her help. My thoughts are that if The Buddha is your Messiah, then you will see Him in The Light, If Allah is your Messiah, then you will see Him in The Light! I just know, one MUST have a Higher Power, and that should be God! God Is>>>> "All That Is!" He is the King that Reigns over all existences; Earth-School's, Other Higher Existances, Mediocre Existances, and Lower Existances. Satan does, indeed, exist. The lowest level, "The Bad Lands," where Sociopathic's, Psychopathic's, Serial Killers, Pedophiles, Animal Abusers & Rapists go. But it is not the REAL Hell, where Satan dwells.

That Realm/Hell is so far off away! Like God made all of His children equal, and even these evil, bad entities get one chance to start over, to move to The Light, to find God, but they must start out in the Lowest levels up from The Bad Lands, of course, paying out it's evil crimes in Karmic Debt. If any evil entity never sees its evils crimes of ever being wrong, it will it's very short Life times on Earth going to The Bad Lands, which is totally horrid, by the way, it reeks of awful sewage odor, (unlike The Higher Planes, it mostly smells of fresh laundry & vanillas or roses,) gravel & dirt floors, no green grass, nor flowers, no entity can pick its own "dream Home" like in The Higher Levels, they wear black cloaks, hiding their shameful faces, missing limbs, and in wheel chairs some, as in All Higher Realms/Planes; if you were ridden with an awful disease, like Cancer, AIDS or Leukemia, that all goes away instantly, but not in the Bad Lands, some missing an arm, a leg, or still in a wheel chair, there are broken down, decrepit buildings that these awful Spirits hang out in, and I could go on, it's horrifying. So, as I was saying, if an very evil entity never sees The Light, never wants or desires to change it's evil ways, then it gets tossed into "Utero," out in Space, where, in all probability, Satan will steal its Soul, as that was his goal to begin with, and this certain entity will dwell with The Darkness living out its evil crimes through out eternity in the REAL Hell, where Satan dwells. The Arch Angels, (another subject I know much about; The Angelic World,) God made these "Warriors" for 2 reasons; to go to battle with Satan mostly and to perform BIG miracles here on Earth School!

If anyone is interested in Astral Projection, OOB experience, or any questions about this post on my NDE, please E-mail me at LEELOULOLLIPOP@AOL.COM

Many, Many Blessings, Nancy Lee