NDE

From: kodak (kodak_finest@yahoo.com)
Story type: Near Death Experience
Location: USA
Source: Form Submission
Date submitted: Thu May 20 13:02:49 2010

Til this day i think of my near death experience, this may have marked 2 months since the day. i was a marine then, and my roomates decided to smoke this tobacco with the same effect as weed, and i was a real light smoker. i remember looking at my roomate across from me, i can feel myself sinking but it was just the high, i couldnt regain control of my self. i could feel a pressance. i wasnt scared but i couldnt tell rather it was good or bad my mind was blank, and out of no where i started thinkin of life and i seen this flash. then i became scared for that split second. every thought in my head was rushing so fast then it slowed down and total blackness, and ringing then silence, i was afraid again. i tried to remember what had happened, i could feel a pain through my head like i lost my head and i thought did fall and break my neck, then i kept thinkin im stupid. why i do it i let everyne down what will they think. and i could see my wife crying holding my limp body and my roomates terrified. then a funeral and funeral music i could feel the dirt being dumped on my face. there wasnt many people at my funeral just my grandma my wife parents daughter, i said to my self is this what death is like eternal darkness. my life played in replay so fast and i fought to regain my life back then i could feel my lungs burnin heart racing then i regained my breath snorting sitting at my desk. it seemed like forever but only five minutes i was still high that day, but with that experience and bein high i broke down. next day when i told my roomate he recieved a txt message with angel wings and a halo. i passed out in the bathroom then i walked to my desk and sat down. i started jerkin back n forth and my body went limp. i tell my wife but i dont think she understands. please if you want someone to talk to email me kodak135@gmail.com