Who Am I?

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Story type: Past Life Experience
Location: general
Source: Form Submission
Date submitted: Fri Feb  5 23:44:57 2010

I don't know how to explain it. It's so frustrating. For some reason I cannot let go of this feeling of living in the 19th century. If I am in a place with antiques or house's from that period I feel upset and at home at the same time. This has been going on for a long time and I just with I had some answer's. I even had a dream a few month's ago. I was to be in an arranged marriage with this very rich unattractive man.

In the dream I did not want him. My mother in the dream was upset with me because I told her that one of the reason's I didn't want him was because I was against slavery. I just feel like that was where I belonged at one point in time. I am also very obsessed with Jane Austin and her life. I feel like her and I would have been very good friends had we known each other. I also want to be a writer just like her. I have also always felt so out of place with my peers. Not to sound conceded but I have felt that I don't think on the same level sometimes. I have always made better choices than my friends. It seems they don't think of the future. I have always felt more in tune while talking to older folks like my great-grandmother that is 95 years old. I don't feel 22 years old I feel 100 years old.

Thank you for reading my story and hopefully some day I will find out who I am.