Dawn

Name:            Aimee Randall
Email:           Aimeej@epix.net
Location:        My bedroom
Type:            Angel
Date:            Wednesday, March 15, 2000
Time:            09:08 PM

I was having a terrible day. No, a terrible year! My best friend's 14 year old daughter, Dawn, had died, my Brother had died just over a week later, and my 3 year old son was chronically ill. I felt at the end of my rope.

I was lying in bed feeling sorry for myself. My marriage was at it lowest point. I had never felt so lonely before, and I simply started to sob. I cried for so many different things, but I remember mostly I was crying about the unfairness of my friends having to lose their daughter, of all that she hadn't experienced, and how to her, everything she had experienced was more than enough! I cried because I was scared, sad and angry.

Then she came to me! Truly an angelic vision!! With her big, beautiful smile she was there! She never spoke to me, but in her outreached hand she had the most gorgeous flower-Only a bud, but the colors were truly outstanding- And as she smiled at me, Peace surrounded me, and the flower blossomed!! It was awesome!! I remember the fragrance was so powerful that I literally took a deep breath to savor the scent... RAPTURE!! With that breath, And with seeing that smile- my fears, my anger and my loneliness were gone!

She left as quick as she came. But my tears vanished with her.

I know now that she is in a better place. Free of pain and of prejudice. I also know someday I will be with her once again!