Visit To Heaven

Name:            Yvette Sevillano
Email:           ysevillano@mcclaincpa.com
Location:        my dream
Anonymous:       No
Type:            Angel
Date:            Friday, January 07, 2000
Time:            01:20 PM

When I was 14 my mother passed away. I was very bonded to her. It hurt me deeply because I was very close to her. My other brothers and sisters were as close also and I won't take that away from them, she loved all of us but something about her and I was special and unconditional. She was my life. I remember being 10 years old and it was the night on New Years and I cried all night just thinking that it was the beginning of a new year which meant my mother was getting older and eventually closer to death and I couldn't bear even the thought of being without her so I cried all night. You could say that it was a premonition, but then maybe not. Well, she had a slow death. Being 32 years old and dying of cancer, she lasted approximately one year in bed with oxygen tanks, and we all took care of her but she always preferred me to do most of it because she said I could be a good nurse. At 14 years old I would clean her colostomy bag and feed her and massage her back, I did anything for her because she gave me life and I should do the same for her and take care of her when she couldn't. When she died I felt frozen. It took time for it to hit me I guess. For the following two years I would have endless dreams of her. I believe that maybe I missed her so much and needed to be with her so much that in one particular dream I "set out" to go visit her. I was very excited! I was in front of this building. It was a mirror-kind very tall building. I look around and I see the bluest sky in the world. This blue sky was deeper than the ocean. The air was so clean and it was the perfect day. The way the sun was shining it was slightly hitting on the building and made it even more beautiful. So, I proceed to walk towards the building and I knew someone was guiding me I just don't know who. I remember going up an escalator or two and heading towards and elevator. I remember it took so long in the elevator that I felt jet-lag. Anyway, so when the door open I see alot of people walking around as if

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Yvette Sevillano 
Age: 29 
Single mother of a beautiful daughter named Sarah who reminds me of how much I loved my mother by loving me as much herself