Watching the World

From: DeidraCat@aol.com
Subject: Watching The World

Finally, an opportunity to share the most beautiful experience I've ever had.

One morning my mother was leaving to go to work. She had just started a new job and I was having a hard time seeing her leave every morning. So I decided one morning I was going to sneak into the car when she wasn't looking so that I could go to work with her. I remember running up this grassy hill that preceded the sidewalk in front of my house. I didn't take the stairs because I knew it would be too obvious. I had walked out the door after my mother had left. I had my hand on the passenger side, back seat door handle, just about to open the car door, when all of the sudden the car started driving off. I remember trying to run to keep up with the car and I remember my feet bouncing off the pavement. From that point there is no more memory of the incident. I was about 1 and 1/2 years old, not quite 2.

I believe I was in heaven. It was like an instant and eternity at the same time. I remember waking up in this incredible Palace. The light of the air was infused with gold. The palace floors were marble. There were huge gold pillars througout the Kingdome. The air itself was an actual melodic harmony, I could actually hear harps (that is not a myth). The ceiling must have been 100 feet tall. There were 3 female souls and one superior soul. They had no faces or bodies, but each had a very defined spiritual space. Like a swaying, flowing energy with the silhouette of a gown.

The female angels welcomed me and calmed my disorientation. I kept asking where my mother and sister were. We never used words by mouth but communication by mind. They told me to rest, I resisted because of my excitement, they insisted, one of them soothed me while the others went to the right of me to consult with the 1 superior. He was so loving. They were all so loving and peaceful. There were huge halls and spaces throughout the Kingdome, which I sensed, were filled with busy activity, although I didn't know what. I just knew there were other souls throughout this place

Finally the guides brought me to the one superior. His energy was as tall as the Kingdome with love flowing from him. I can't explain it any more than that. They all explained that I had a purpose and must go back. They prompted me to look at the earth through this weird dimensional whole. I saw what looked like a car accident. Several cars were stopped with people out of their cars, alarmed. I didn't understand what I was looking at. I really wasn't enterested because I wanted to stay. They explained that there was a person that I would greatly affect in my life. I understood it as someone handicapped. They said that I would be crucial to this persons getting along in life. They infused me with the sense of satisfaction that comes with helping another. I was asking who this person was, they told me I would know in time. They told me interesting things about life in general and people. Remember I was not even 2 yet. They assured me we'd meet again and waited for me to leave, while pointing to this scene below (the cars). I was excited to find out who this person was, that was supposed to be my duty.

The next thing I knew, I woke up in the morning with an intense desire to learn to talk fluently, so I could share this experience with my older sister. Please believe me. I am not making this up. I remember it like was yesterday. I recognized that I had a long way to go (in terms of vocabulary) before I would be able to know the words to use to explain what had occurred. I remember learning new words like, believe it or not, "bicycle", "yard", and many others, all so I could ultimately ask my sister how to get back to this place. I wanted to share with her how wonderful it was (I assumed everyone had been there).

Earth was quite a letdown for many years, until only recently. Right away, I spent a lot of time trying to make sense of where I had been. When I was 3 (finally felt competent enough to talk), I asked my sister about "that place", and boy... the sorrow I had when she didn't know what I was talking about, and started laughing about how silly I was. I remember realizing that a warm sunny spot of intense sunlight, with my eyes closed and no disturbances, was the closest I was going to get as far as recreating that experience.

My mother told me, about 10 years ago, about something she had a hard time figuring out. She told me that one day she had driven 5 miles on her way to work, early in the morning. She passed several cars and they were all honking and had looks of fear on their faces. So, she stopped to find me holding on to the door handle, smiling, saying that I was coming to work with her. She says the people that had flagged her down were just as amazed as she, that I didn't have even a scratch on me and I was as happy as could be. She says at certain points in her driving she had gone over 35 miles an hour and just didn't understand how I held on for so long, unharmed.

When she told me that, I knew I indeed had been to heaven and back.

I have an angelic guide with me always. She visited me only yesterday. Warning me to take my valuables (car stereo) out of my car, even though I was only going home for a 10 minute change of clothes. She encouraged me to stay longer, which I did. When I was leaving my home to get back in my car, she told me to be careful, there was someone dangerous, who wasn't thinking clearly, nearby. As soon as I closed the door to my house behind me, I started looking around for someone suspicious. I didn't see anyone but I knew before I even got to my car, that it had been rummaged through. Sure enough my glove box was wide open with, items from my console strewn about. I'm so grateful that I didn't encounter this individual while he was in my car. But my angel had made sure of that.

When she visits I know, because I have a strong will to do something that's irrational. And I've figured out who that soul is that I'm here to assist. I'm not psycic but my guide often tells me crucial details about people or situations. My guide blesses me with the ability to see a persons soul intuitively. I'm often asked "How did you know that?". I've learned to share my insight slowly instead of scaring people away. My guide prompts me to the appropriate time to share what I've been instructed to share.

I've been told, "We are all surrounded by angels in order to be angels for each other. Remember life is a manifestation of God, therefore we all orchestrated. It's up to each of us individualy to be on the right key. The results of our choices excercise this ability. So there is no wrong choice. Listen quietly and you will hear direction. Some are more capable than others. That too, is part of the score."

God Bless and thank you for giving me a forum to share.