Doubts

From: Ross C. Swindler (Robert@ieca.u-nancy.fr)
Story type: Channeling
Location: NANCY
Source: Form Submission

This is a story about my doubts whether aliens exist or not. I never really believed in ghosts or aliens, but I must admit that I actually was scared by the thought of meeting one. However, it was quite hard for me to face the truth on that particular day where I just couldn't lie to myself anymore.

It was on a cold and foggy evening, I was wandering on the street, lost in my thoughts, following my feet. I don't know how I got there, but I suddenly happened to be in a street I had never noticed before. Surprised, but curious at once, I was someway attracted by something that I could hardly describe, something bad and powerful. From that moment, I couldn't control my body, but I still was conscious. So I was just a witness to everything that happened in front of me during the following minutes. My body was taking me to places I would have never trusted myself on normal conditions. So I was led through a small door of an old and spooky house. While passing that door, I felt penetrated by unbelievable suffering, as if an incredible amount of souls were hassling my own soul. After passing that door, I found myself in what seemed to be the same street ten years later!!!

I couldn't either go back to the place I was in before or look back for a moment, I could only see the street slowly getting alive. After a while, I felt dizzy, I managed to turn myself and all I could see was a wall.

I never could understand whatever happened to me that night, all I can say is that I feel like something was taken out of me, and that somehow I feel like I lost ten years of my life.