Biting My Neck

Name:            Carie
Email:           Dsign2001@aol.com
Location:        my studio
Type:            Ghost
Date:            Monday, June 12, 2000
Time:            05:19 PM

Two weeks ago I had a mild fever that'd left me dizzy and I was laying down in bed half awake, half sleeping...I don't know if it was a dream or the result of my mild fever but it wasn't my first 'ghostly' experience and it felt very VERY real. I had my eyes open (or dreamed that I did!) and felt like two hands were pushing down on my shoulder, almost pinning me down, but it wasn't brutal, more like someone laying down on me, and then it felt like his mouth was on my neck and biting me, but gently. I knew it was a male entity, just because i instantly knew.. anyway, he was talking to me in my head too but now i can't recall what he was saying. I don't think I could understand. I was scared but didn't want to show it for fear that if this thing was evil, it would enjoy harassing me more. Like when a kid teases another and gets he feedback he wants. While he did that I wanted to move , to speak loudly but I couldn't move nor could a sound come out of my mouth, and that's what was the scariest. I was paralyzed , maybe from fear I just wouldn't express. I closed my eyes tight and wished for it to go but it wouldn't and it seemed like it lasted for a few minutes.

When I was a kid I had experiences like that, pounding noise in my ears as I wake up, the feeling of an invisible presence next to me. always very scary.

But to come back to my latest experience, I then felt like I was spinning on my bed with my feet up but I knew I didn't move in bed....it felt like he was spinning me around, holding me by my feet. Kind of making fun of me and laughing see how I would react. But what's funny (?) is that I pretended liked it and then i really liked it although i was still scared. That's when it stopped and i was laying still on my bed. What's scary too is that I asked myself if i was still spinning without knowing it, so I put my finger down on the blanket and amazingly I felt like I was still spinning on the blanket because the blanket was moving under my finger but my finger was still! I asked myself if I was becoming delirious but I was conscious enough to ask myself the question! And it was at 9am, and the sun was filling up my room. A few minutes later I finally got up, went to the bathroom and went back to bed, there's no question I was apprehensive and still dizzy...not even a few minutes later I felt it sniff me on the left cheek and its hand was on my left shoulder. I internally cried out for it to leave me because i was getting really scared and it did leave. By then not a real sound could come out of my mouth either. Everytime it/he was on me, I was powerless and all the will I had could not make me move a finger.

Do you relate? I was very scared but kind of enjoyed the presence and that's what scares me most. But I'm alright now. I just wonder if he meant good or not and if it will ever appear to me again.