Near Death Experiences?

Name:            Carly
Email:           carly_deadhead@yahoo.com
Location:        delaware
Type:            Ghost
Date:            Friday, May 19, 2000
Time:            01:46 AM

these stories still haunt me to this day, both of these happened this year. 

the first incident was when i was in the hospital getting major surgery done, they put me to sleep , soon after i remember the doctor saying "what are you doing? are u fucking stupid?" and i heard a beautiful voice calling my name and then all of a sudden i remember my body twitching on the table and i couldnt catch my breath, then i remember the doctor saying something like "we got it" then next thing i know i woke up in my hospital room.

this next story, however, will scare the shit out of you as it still to this say scared me, it was about 3 am, went into my room to go to bed, right when i laid down i remember being frozen and i couldn't move, next thing i know i seen a bunch of shadows coming off my walls towards me, and the only thing that was racing through my mind was "i'm too young to die, i want to make something of myself, i don't want to die" and i started crying my eyes out, next thing i know, i broke free and i could move again and i jumped up and sat on my bed, my whole body was shaking uncontrollably, next thing i know i picked up the phone and i dialed my friends number, after getting no answer, i rushed to my twin brothers room and screamed " 'john'!!! wake up!!! im going to die!! wake up damn it im going to f**king die!!!!" and he assured me it was all a dream...........was it? if it was, i never want to dream anything like that again and would never wish that dream on anyone. 

after that dream, however, i feel as if i have an extra sense, if indeed that dream was to give me my extra sense, couldnt they had given it to me in a less frightening way?

please email me, im curious to what everyone thinks of this carly_deadhead@yahoo.com ~Carly