Biography Early Years

From: Eileen Krohn  (sensitive@quickclic.net)
Story type: Ghost
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I'm a deliverer of truth, not yet known. My intuition, insight and feelings come from a higher form of consciousness.

I'm not sure how to write my biography down there is so many things that happened to me as a child that added to my ability to see things.Just for example I was molested by a family member from the ages of 4-11.It started in Burlington, Ontario I only remember one incident in that house but once we moved to the farm it was a weekly occurance. When he was doing this to me I would leave my body and go outside after a while it just seemed normal to me.He would knock on the wall when he wanted to come into my room. I would pick that moment to leave my body so by the time he would get in my room I was not there, I'm not sure how but I still remember everything about what he did but I was separated from it like I was watching a dream Oddly enough the first experience happened just after this molestation started to happen.

I'm sure him doing this to me had a great deal to do with how early and how frequent I had experiences and it only has improved my psychic abilities and my belief in my own abbilities now it is time to share them. My brother Francis appogized to just 2 weeks ago.I hadn't spoken to him in 5 years he had a child in those 5 years and realized what he had done to an innocent child like his own son is the same age I was then and reality of what he had done to me hit him right between the eyes

I was born on January 20, 1965 at 8:55 P.M. in Burlington Ont. To Emery and Anita Mahe' I was the youngest of 5 children I have 2 brothers Emery and Francis and 2 sisters Rose and Anne. I don't remember having any experiences up to that point only after we moved to the farm in Bluevale, Ontario. Did I start to have experiences that I can recollect.

My very first experience that I remember having was when I was 4 years old. We had just moved from Burlington to Bluevale Ontario and were there about a week when there was a grass fire down by the barn we all ran down to see it us being from the city and having never seen anything like this. As we were standing their waiting for the fire trucks to arrive. I glanced over to my neighbours farm house and there was this tremendous billboard size sign in the field. The sign was so big that it blocked out the whole side of the my neighbours house all you could see was the front porch. It said, "Jim's Bulldozing" and it had a picture of a big yellow bulldozer on it.

While I was seeing this sign I noticed that the air seamed to be charged with static electricity. Everything was very defined, the air was very crisp and everything looked funny.Like it was almost glowing.

I asked my mother where that sign come from, she said, what sign honey, when I looked it was gone. Then the fire trucks came and I forgot about it. Until I turned 15 and my old neighbour got a new business Jim's Bulldozing. And I remember what I had seen. Did I see the future I think I did.

My Mother always told me I had a Guardian Angel and that if I ever found myself in trouble, where she could not get to me.I was to ask my Guardian Angel for help. Being young and innocent I never questioned that I did not have one, I just took it as fact that I did.

The experience begins in early June on what I thought was a good day for swimming, but when I asked my Mother if I could go swimming in the river, she said no way, the wind is too cold and not with your bronchitis. You see I would get sick every time I went into the water before July 1st I would get sick and Mom didn't want me sick so she said no. I wanted to prove to my Mother that I would not get sick if I got wet and I didn't think the wind was all that cold, after all I was hot.

So I decided to take a swim anyway but instead of the river I chose the set tub down at the barn where the animals drank from. At the time I didn't care how dirty and discussing it was I just wanted to get wet and prove to my Mother that I would not get sick.

To my surprise the water was warm and felt good on my skin there was only about 2 feet of water in the tub which was why it was so warm,I stayed and played for about 20 min. When I decided to get out I could not. Every time I went to stand up the wind which really cold would put me right back in the warm water, I started to get upset and cry I needed my Mother, then I remembered what my Mother told me abut my Guardian Angel. If I was ever in trouble she would help. So out loud, I said, 'Guardian Angel I need my Mother please can you get her for me.' I said it about 3 times, and when I looked at the house there was my Mother running with a dish towel in her hand down to the barn. She was very angry with me for disobeying her. After she put dry cloths on me, I asked her how she new I was in trouble, she said she just new I needed her, that it was a feeling of urgency.

Age 7

One evening at about 7:00 P.M. I was watching T.V. when I had this persistent feeling I should go outside. I tried to ignore this impelling force, I wanted to watch T.V. but it was very immovable feeling and I finally gave into it and went outside. As I went to go down the front porch steps I saw something red out of the corner of my eye.

My Dad had a old tractor by the side of the house and it was on fire. I ran back into the house and told my parents luckily they put it out without incident. The fire had started from faulty wiring.

If I had not listened to that persistent feeling, it could have been much worse, the house was close enough to the tractor that if it had exploded the house would have caught fire. After this occurrence I always tried to pay more attention to those persisting feelings and not to dismiss them as nothing.

The only other experiences that happened, which I personally don't consider an experience but is all tied into what I now know to be my very extensive gifts. Was me knowing when someone was going to come to visit. It was the way I would think about them it was a strong almost overpowering thought.

My oldest brother Emery lived in Hamilton at the time and we did not see him very much, but for some reason I always knew when he was coming to visit. Sometimes he would not call and just surprise everyone, and sometimes he would call and my parents would leave it as a surprise, and for reasons unknown to me at the time, I would think about him that particular day and with-in the hour he would show up him and I were born on the same day January 20 not sure if that had anythin gto do with it but it was not with just my brother it would happen. Other family members such as cousins and aunts would show up unannounced and I would always think about them on that particular day.

Age 11

While I was growing up I was overweight, shy and withdrawn, I learned very early not to tell adults what I thought or felt, because they would not understand how I could receive information, when I was just a child's. When I started school I still kept my thoughts and feeling to myself unless it had to do with a friend feeling bad or upset then I would ask what was wrong and they would always ask me how I new they were upset. I would say I just know, it was like I could feel what was inside them. After doing this a few times I realised that my class mates were just like the adults they didn't understand and therefore treated me badly. So I tried to turn off the gift but it didn't work, these little insights still kept coming, so I learned not to say anything to anybody including my family.

Age 11

It was my 11th birthday party, all my girlfriends from school were there. Everything was going great I really felt like I belonged, finally. But this feeling would not last long, we were having a break from tobogganing, when one of my friends jokingly handed me the present and asked if I could tell her what was inside. So feeling that this was part of me being accepted I proceeded in telling her that it was a necklace with my birthstone. Everyone in the room gasped, the girl who gave me the present got very mad at the other girls thinking that one or all of them had told me what the present was, all the girls swore they didn't say anything to me. Then another girl handed me her present and asked what it was. And again I told, it is a figurine of an animal I think a bear, this time they were looking at me as if I, had just turned into a bear. They kept asking me how I could know this, I said, it is feelings I get with pictures. I new that I had blown it I had tried so hard to fit in, but instead I was an outcast again. The party continued but it was not the same as it had been, I know everyone was still wondering how I did it. I still have both of these gift and I treasure them.

While I was growing up my father belonged to a Citizen Band Radio club ( CB ). This club would often hold raffles and scavenger hunts etc.'. On one of these raffles they had sold tickets with numbers on them. A friend of my fathers Larry Zimmerman was holding the 1 1/2 sheets of lined papers that had been cut in half with all the numbers and names on it he said they would draw 1 ticket for each page, this way when the numbers were called out they could see who won right away. I was sitting beside Larry when I got this overpowering urge to tell him what numbers would come up. So I said, I bet you I can tell you what numbers will be drawn on each page. He laughed and said, OK! show me, To humour me he marked each number with a little dot. The numbers were drawn and too Larry's surprise and amazement the numbers I had chosen were the numbers they had drawn. Only Larry and I new of this little bet we had, so he new no one had told me. As I walked away, it was my turn to laugh.

After the incident with the numbers, I'm sure Larry told my father about what I had done because shortly thereafter my Dad took me to the store and asked me to pick out a Wintario ticket. During the broadcast my father let me hold the ticket we got every number except the last one, unfortunately at the time you had to have the last number in order to win. Not like now where you can win on only 5 numbers and don't have to worry about the last. When I told my father that we had all but the last he kind of got angry with me and said, 'why didn't you tell me the number, I could have helped by thinking about the number so it would come up. I really didn't understand what he meant by this at the time. I do now, and understand why he was so upset.

The majority of people think that when you experience any paranormal phenomenon it is supposed to be scary and thanks to Hollywood I don't think this will change. Out of all the experiences I've only been truly frightened at one of them. (skeleton hand)But in real life this is not true. When you have a real supernatural experience you will not be afraid because they take the fear out of you. I'm not sure how they do this,whatever it is it works.

When I was a child my experiences were usually when the whole family was together. At Easter or Christmas or Thanksgiving this particular one happened at Easter I now know that it was because there was so much psychic energy during these times, and that ghosts manifest themselves where there is energy.

I always gave up my bed and slept on the couch when family would come. On this particular occasion I had just got settled when I realised I had to go to the bathroom. I new my way around the house in the dark and the switch was on the far wall so instead of going and turning it on I just got up to go. I had just got to the front room doorway when I heard the click of the light and then the light came on. It startled me. The first thing I thought was it was one of my relatives playing a trick on me, but when I turned around there was no one there. The switch I'm referring to was a dimmer light and had to be pushed in order to turn it on. All I did was say thank-you. Whoever it was, they didn't want me walking in the dark.

AGE 12

It was really late about 1 or 2 in the morning I was watching a movie called Salem's Lot it a vampire movie, anyway I was laying in front of the television watching the movie when someone went in the bathroom behind me, they turned on the light and closed the door. I thought it was my niece Karol who used to get up to go to the bathroom waited for about five minutes when she didn't come out I got up to see if she was alright. When I opened the door a nice, soothing warm breeze hit me and I smelled perfume and it reminded me of my grandmother. It didn't scare me or anything just went back to the movie. In the morning I told my mother about it, she said that it was probably a bad spirit, but I told her it was a good spirit. Then I asked her when my Nana had died my mother went to the calendar my grandmother had died seven years to the day and the exact same time that I had, had my experience.

Age 13 ( skeleton hand )

My sister Rose and I started to play the ouija board. After one night of playing the board, we went to bed we talked for a few minutes. I remember laying on the bed on my stomach when I felt 2 very sharp taps on my shoulder. Naturally I thought it was my sister, but when I turned my head to look I saw a skeleton hand coming out of the pillow and I watched it tap me on the shoulder one more time. I immediately sat up, my sister could see I was scared and asked me what was wrong when I told her. We said a little prayer and eventually we did go to sleep. We never played the ouija board very much after that.

One time in the middle of the night I got up to go to the bathroom I didn't turn on any light knowing my way very well in the dark. When I came out of the bathroom I had my head down I bumped into someone when I looked up it was my fathers brother, Uncle John. I thought this was rather strange considering that my Uncle lived in Nova Scotia. He said to me. 'go and wake your father,' and then he just slowly faded away. I had always been afraid to wake my father up. He would always jump when I or any one would wake him up and it would scare me. So I just went back to bed. In the morning when I went down stairs my Mother said she had some bad news but before she could answer, I told her Uncle John died, she looked at me amazed and said. 'how did you know that.' I told her of my experience she never really said too much except why didn't you wake your father. I told her why and she understood he had scared her plenty of times

Age 14

Sometimes while I was sleeping, I would be awakened from a dead sleep and would immediately sit up. The first time it happened was at the age of 14.

I was asleep in my room I had been up the night before and decided to go back to bed in the afternoon it was about 2:00 when I laid down and at exactly 3:00 I woke up and sat up.

I had not seen this person since I was very young about 7 or 8. I though of my Uncle Ferrni it was the same feeling I had when I would know when someone was going to come. It was so strong that I thought he must be in trouble so I said a prayer for him. When my parents came home I said nothing of what happened. Later that night my parents received a phone call, my Uncle Ferrni had died at 3:00 that afternoon.

Age 16

At the age of 16 I started to rebel from my parents. As soon as I turned 16 I moved out of my parents house and in with my boyfriend Fred, who at the time lived with his sister Marianne I moved in ,in March of 1981 I was there only a couple of months when one night Fred and I were sitting in the front room, there was a curtains separating the living room from the hall way. I went into the kitchen to get a drink of water. When I returned to the front room I pushed the curtains with both hands one on either side of me but the curtain on my right side would not move, my boyfriend and I had just finished talking about stuff not of this world and he thought I was joking, he started to laugh at me but, until he realised that I really couldn't move the curtains I was pushing on them you could see me physically pushing with both hands after a couple of really good pushes I gave up and just let go of the curtains. I went over and sat on the couch about three minutes later the lights started flickering on and off. At this time there was a white wall in front of me a on this wall appeared a black bed and on that bed was my sister Rose. Then there was a flash of light and I saw in front of me my dead family ,there was my grandmother, Uncle John, Aunt Kay and my mothers cousin Ferny they stood in front of me but they had my sisters eyes, immediately after receiving this message I put protection around my sister. The next day I went and visited my Mother and Father ( I had not seen them in a couple of weeks) I told my mother of what had occurred, she told me that at the time that I was having this experience my sister was having a nervous break down. When I did finally see my sister a week later, I told her what had happened to me. We determined that we spiritually connected at the moment of need. Rose said, "When the breakdown hit she was sitting on her bed and felt as though she was going to die but not necessarily in the physical sense but that the essence of her was falling into a black pit never to be seen again. Her mind would be gone and her body would be but a shell. She was sending out a psychic scream to her family and that is why I had the experience I did.

Age 19

I have a friend named Ken Osbourn. He and I had a very unusual experience .Unusual because he was out west(find out where it was from Ken) and I was in Hamilton, Ontario.

I was in my bedroom on Steven street in Hamilton trying to sleep I had worked late hours.(check what time of year it was) I was lying there almost asleep in between half awake and half asleep when all of a sudden I was sitting in a truck, the drivers side door was open I saw Ken walking towards a huge pipe, all of a sudden I new the pipe was going to blow up I started to yell his name at the top of my lungs, all of a sudden he turned around like he had heard me he started walking towards the truck, just as he got to the truck the pipe blew up behind him I didn't just wake up I woke up and sat up I was very upset by what I had just experienced but there was nothing I could do. I didn't now where he was, all I knew was he was out west. About a year and a half latter I saw Ken again and I asked him if he had ,had any accidents while he had been away. He said yes, he was kind of surprised that I had not heard about it, it was all over the news when it happened. He asked me why and I told him what I had experienced. And this is what he told me. He was some sort of gopher for the pipe line he would run and get tools or whatever they needed. He had just finished doing one of these gopher jobs and he got out of the truck started to walk away from the truck when he heard a voice he could not make out what it was saying, he thought he had left the radio on so he was coming back to the truck he got just at the doors and the pipe line blew and knocked him out(get details from Ken did the door close on his legs was the radio on.

I have talked to Ken and he really can't remember anything ,except the voice.So I will have to go to the newspapers in Calgary for research about it.

Age23

My sister Anne went to daytona for bike week. A couple of days after she left. It was about 10:00 pm I was watching tv when the dishes in the dish rack started to rattle. I went out, I thought maybe Anthony had gotten up and was trying to get a drink or something.But when I got up they stopped for some reason I thought of my sister. I checked on Anthony and he was sound alseep so it wasn't him.A few minutes later Anthony's father came in he just got sitting down and the dishes rattled again.This time he got up and checked, as he was doing this I told him about what happened earlier.Just then my son Anthony woke up screaming auntie Anne, it took me about half an hour to calm him down.I lit a candle and said a prayer. The next morning my sister called me. She had had a bike accident at exactly the same time Anthony woke up yelling.What I heard before I think was,what my grandmother called a forunner.

After this incident was when we move to the farm.