Computer Grandma

From: Chaka Ivey (chakalatia@yahoo.com)
Story type: Ghost
Location: San Diego, Ca.
Source: Form Submission

As I told before, I believe that my Grandmother is the one who seems to be visiting my children and I. My Grandmother died when I was maybe 6 years old. I am almost 26 now. I have heard someone calling my name and when I turned it would be no one. It would just say, "Chaka", not spooky, just soft and caring. I have felt the covers on my bed in another house about 4 years ago pull down near the feet part, not pull off, just tug. But I have seen strange things in my room, like Remember PeeWee Herman and on his kid show, the guy with the big head that used to go door-to-door? I have seen that thing sitting in the corner of my room. But recently in November around the anniversary of my Grandmother's death, I have had strange things happen. Like her favorite number was 7, and when I was on the computer, you know where the address bar is, well 777777, multiple across the whole screen would run through non-stop, and every time I tried to logon to a site or account, for my pen name it would read 7, so I printed it out and mailed it to my mom, and she said this does not surprise me, you act just like how my mother acted when she was alive. I am 26, she would be 72? I like the music she liked which was the theme to mash and the show, Ottis Redding, "Sitting on the Dock of the Bay, "Wind beneath my wings", my mom says I ever act like her how I keep my house spic and span. But one day I was in the shower and my kids stank father whom I am separated from likes to sneak in on me when he is her visiting his kids and I was rinsing my hair and out of one eye cause the other had soap, I saw a dark figure and breathing, and I was thinking I am going to catch him before he tries to scare me, but when I quickly pushed the shower curtain back, there was no one, so I did not panic, I try not to act scared, I feel ghosts like it best when you are scared. I do believe, but I'll let them know, I'll whoop yo tranparent butt in a heartbeat, I have to be like that, I am a moter of 4. But I do believe that my twins who are almost 3 and were born on my birthday, see these beings quite a lot, especially on picture day. Read "Sailor Girl". I have had the feelings of missing a child, like I get ready to leave the house and can feel a presense of a child and run back up the stairs and my kids are like mommy let's go, and I feel stupid, but I know that they are the presense of the children that I have aborted. To feel more secure, I have dedicated part of a page to them on my site and write poetry to them on my poetry site. My mom spoke to John Edwards the Psyche, and he said that her mother, the one who I believe is visiting me, and my kids, has a lot of energy of young souls around her and she is so busy taking care of all the babies in the family that she gets no rest and for us to take care of or babies down here, well recently my siter had an abortion and I wonder if that upset her, and could this be a new energy my twins play with? I do wish I never had to do that, I can't sleep till this day. but knowing the are in a better place in better hands is enough to keep me sane. When pictures can be submitted, I sure would like to send some, cause I have a lot of things in these pics. Thank You. And Peace Out.