I Don't Want To Die!

From: Linda Irene Johnson (LMobileMedic@aol.com)
Story type: NDE
Location: Hospital
Source: Form Submission

It was June 6th 2000 when my heart broke, literally. It started with profuse sweating and pain down both arms, then I was scared. I told my husband I thought that I was in trouble and he rushed to call 911.

Within minutes there were paramedics asking me questions and taking vital signs. Moments later we arrived at the hospital and I was being hooked up to monitors and machines that totally overwhelmed me. Suddenly I was no longer aware of my immediate surroundings, but I was actually leaving and going somewhere.

In the first moments I did'nt realize where I was going and then I knew I was dying. My surroundings were black like night, no color I've ever seen on earth was that black.

I had a wonderful calmness and I realized that if I kept going into the next dimension of death that I would never return to life again. I felt myself fighting to stay alive and I was saying I don't want to die I said it over and over again and started to turn my head from side to side vigorously.

I finally felt a pop as though my soul popped back into my body. My eyes opened wide and the nurse was looking down at me informing me that I had just had a heart attack. During my experience, when I knew I was dying and leaving my body I was afraid I was going to hell I never saw a light like most of the "Near Death Experiences", that I have heard.

In conclusion: GOD has allowed for me to remain on the earth for a while longer and no matter how much I kicked and screamed not to die. GOD is my HERO that saved me from death.
Thankful... Linda Irene Johnson