The backstory is I've been exploring spirit guides and animal medicine cards, recently. I also called helpful spirits of Pure Light to me with the clause that they must be allies with the Holy Trinity, as I feel that is a safe place for me.
- 1st question is, is that clause inappropriate or burdensome? I'm very scared I'm going to attract a malevolent entity (although my fear itself would technically do that anyway lol).
About an hour ago, I had a lucid dream in which a White Wolf appeared to me. The thing played out like an anime comic strip oddly enough (odd because I'm not that into anime at all) and when the face of the wolf appeared, it struck me that the 'white' part was very important and I checked to see if I felt danger - I did not. I felt wisdom and immense power that deserves respect, but no raw fear.
The white wolf and I began walking wherever we were to go and I stopped it and asked, "Do you swear by the sign of the Holy Trinity?" - an odd phrasing for me at that. When I asked that, three little angry heads transfigured and growled in place of the wolf's head for 1.5 seconds. This freaked me out, so I asked it to leave until another should come in its place. My language in the dream was immensely ritualistic for some reason.
I'm very very confused because, I was initially very exited that a white (pure, wise, innocent) wolf (earth-teacher) had approached me and was immensely disappointed when I felt I needed to send it away. I don't know what to do with this experience.
- 2nd question: Am I messing up things in some way? Were my feelings of danger legitimate?